Personality Disorders

I've had a lot of therapy in my life for one thing or another, but I may need more. For some unknown (to me) reason, I create stress for myself. I have commissions to do which I am avoiding. I have Christmas ornaments to make which I am avoiding. I had a photo shoot to do which I very much avoided until the last minute and I had to photoshop the decay spots out of the flowers. Now that's bad!